Where's my smile?

I have been thinking about this forever...how I hate my teeth. Not so much how crooked they these days; yeah, you'd never know I had 5 years of orthodonics, ug... the memories. Still, the fact that I am a wine and coffee drinker has made my teeth now awfully stained. I get so jealous of people with nice white teeth. The weirdest thing is how my teeth are stained but spotty. It just altogether looks bad.

On a day to day basis though I don't really think about it. I just look in the mirror and gloss over it all. It's not that I don't take care of myself; I do. Its just that I am not that vain. I know that when you get older, things change. Like a shiny new car you get and within a few years, the color fades, the interior gets dusty and occasionally there is a tear here and there. I guess I try to remind myself that life is more than about looks. It's a fact of life to get older and show it. But still, occasionally I think I can do better than this and heck, if there is something harmless out there to help, why not try it!

I just haven't heard enough about what is the best one to use. I guess I am afraid I am going to ruin them. I have tried the whitening strips and it was such short-term difference and so expensive. I just came across Celebrity Sexy White which is one of the newest products on the market. I need to do something because I know I hide my smile a lot. It is probably become an unconsious habit at this point. That is definitely something that shouldn't be acceptable. The less you smile, the more people think you are cold. I don't mean to appear that way...well, unless I am whining.