Falling down

Why is it when I sit down to blog lately, my mind goes blank. I can't tell you how many times I get these great ideas or things in my head that I just want to blog about but I am in the middle of something so I can't.

And lately, I have been feeling so down in the dumps too. My self esteem is totally falling. I haven't been working out, I feel like my friends are deserting me. I know I am just ultra sensitive sometimes but I have feel like I am being so hyperaware of everything around me. If someone I don't know what it is, maybe it is the time of year. Like Fall is the coming of winter and my mind is just drifting to knowing soon there will be less sunshine...